@Lady Wolfshead My intent is never to intentionally project hatred though. I'm well aware that an irascible person will be met with hatred themselves and antagonism.
I can't speak for people in public because I seldom venture out due to the Covid pandemic, and then it's in and out of the store. My interaction with people is therefore fairly limited.
I can say that my coworkers know that I hate them, though I keep to myself. I don't provoke or antagonize them, because I don't need additional grief. But I intentionally intimidate them when I get the chance, not as a bullying tactic, but as a way of keeping them in line and at bay. I deal with jackals so I have to be the biggest and fiercest jackal to survive.
I grew up in schools where teachers willfully turned a blind eye to bullying and allowed me to be victimized, and then when I raised hell about it, little to nothing was done, or worse, I got punished. Nobody starts out full of hatred; it is taught. The world taught me to hate, and it did a great job.
The whole world is a schoolyard.
I can't speak for people in public because I seldom venture out due to the Covid pandemic, and then it's in and out of the store. My interaction with people is therefore fairly limited.
I can say that my coworkers know that I hate them, though I keep to myself. I don't provoke or antagonize them, because I don't need additional grief. But I intentionally intimidate them when I get the chance, not as a bullying tactic, but as a way of keeping them in line and at bay. I deal with jackals so I have to be the biggest and fiercest jackal to survive.
I grew up in schools where teachers willfully turned a blind eye to bullying and allowed me to be victimized, and then when I raised hell about it, little to nothing was done, or worse, I got punished. Nobody starts out full of hatred; it is taught. The world taught me to hate, and it did a great job.
The whole world is a schoolyard.