Sorry for the corny title, but I'm merely stating what appears to be, as far as I can tell, a fact. All I want to do is die quickly and painlessly, is that so much to ask for? I never asked to live; I don't want to. So what if people will be upset for a few days or weeks after I die? Why should I live so that some people who happen to know me won't be upset for a relatively short period of time? Choosing to die may be selfish, but selfishness isn't inherently bad. If you don't give away everything you get as soon as you get it, you're doing something selfish. I think killing myself would be a case in which selfishness is justified. It's my life and I'm the one being forced to live. Why should I have to if I don't want to just because other people, due to irrational standards of morality advocated by our society, want me to? I don't want my life. If you want to live, go ahead. Live. Suffer. That's your choice. Just let me die and get my life over with.