Life, over the past 2 years has changed, to me. I dont care anyMore, im 15, have had sex 6 times, not to mention my parents hella religious and think im going to be a success in their religion, i dont believe in it. No real friends, life sucks, tried 3 suicide attempts, addicted to drugs. Is it really worth the 3 more years to just get away from it all? Also i suck at trying to commit suicide most are just painful and dont kill me, tried overdose and jumping. I dont know if this is allowed, hell, i dont care, whats the fastest/least painful way?