Life really stinks sometimes

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by galalleni, May 31, 2008.

  1. galalleni

    galalleni Well-Known Member

    So here I am sitting in front of this computer typing away furiously because I'm bored out of my mind and beginning to hear things. Felt like I've been watched all evening.

    Falling into insanity.

    Not really sure where I'm at with things, just kind of melancholy.

    Feeling I have a bit more energy now, not sure what I'm going to do.

    Lost my laptop (it's dead, beyond repair).

    Feel horrible - have pills that will make it better - but god this isn't easy.

    Just want it to stop for a while, feels like I get kicked when I'm already down.

    800mg of seroquel is going to put me to sleep tonight (my Rx'ed dose), 50mg of Anafranil (Clomipramine), 7.5mg of Zyprexa, 2mg of Klonipin.

    Am I going to be on these forever - my life in ruins but I'll be so out of it I won't even notice.

    This really sucks to be in this state.:mellow:
     
  2. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni

    Hope you managed to get some rest and are feeling a bit better x