I actually just spent the past 11 days in a behavioral health center. Basically a psych ward, just put in nicer words. I was actually ok before being put in there. I was living a pretty stressful life. A life of a cocaine addict to be exact. I just got stressed and was coming down and cut myself. My parents flipped and called and ambulance(even though I'm 18). I was taken to the hospital, put on suicide watch and of course they found all the neat things in my system(cocaine, percocet, xanax, and marijuana) so they sent me to the behavior center. Anyways, my parents picked me up today and even though I'm 18 I still live with them. Being a cocaine addict I can't afford to live on my own. They put a restraining order on my boyfriend who I was madly in love with. Since I was 13 years old it seems they've taken away everything that meant something to me. Now I am left with nothing. Life isn't even worth living anymore.