I know that there are many more people who are less fortunate than me and I should be thankful for what I've been given in life. But I am thankful and at the same time I just want to end my life. I've been only facing failures recently and I don't even know how Im still alive. I feel like a good for nothing useless woman. I have my parents brother friends cousins and everyone but I feel lonely. Nobody wants me and I feel like Im a big burden to everyone. I want to end my life and honestly I don't have any reason to live. I don't want to die in my house so Im just finding a way to go far away and end my life.