No one loves me, exept my family ofcourse, they will love no mather how i look like. but i know im ugly. And it hearts. And I cant do anything to change it. there is one girl that i love her so much, that i cant leave without her. I know that she can never love me, thats why i cant tell her about my feelings. Maybe she knows. I guess. But... She is very beautifull. Im not She doesnt love me and she cant love me. I know. I just wanna be loved, but its impossible. (((((((((((( My life sucks. Doesnt worth to live it. I cant live anymore. I just wanna close my eyes, and gone... I just want to have a button and when i press it, to turn my self off. But there is not. I cant end my life without hurting someone. I just cant do that to my family. What will people say? They cant understand me how i feel. They dont know that I can LOVE too. I have friend. Not many, but enough. But only friends. I want some more. Like the others. I want to be loved. I love her, but she doesnt love me. It hurts. It burns. Its killing me. I just know that one day i can not handle anymore with this situation. I will tell her what i feel. She will say that she doesnt love me. And what than? My life doesnt worth without her. Its meanless. I know that there is only one solution. One day, i have to do that. I must finish with my suffering.