It seems whether I meet someone in real life or online, they stab me in the back. I am done, I can not take it anymore, Here I am almost 37 years old and everyone except my mother and younger sister have let me down. Friends, well they all turn out the same no matter where they are from. I just want to die and alone. Why live with such little positive influence from what is supposed to be my peers. I am an outcast that does not belong with the rest of society. Why am I here? Through the evolution stand point I can survive anywhere but the modern I am a bother to most.