life the hell : critical :(

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Qube, Jan 6, 2011.

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  1. Qube

    Qube Well-Known Member

    none caring
    None listening
    None understanding
    none concerned

    Why the life as a hell ?

    Why the life as a shit ?

    Why the life a damn bullshit ?

    What the hell is going on ?

    I need a break..... Break from life.....

    Need to sleep........sleep forever........

    I love tears ...... Tears my best and only friends......

    I want to scream but who listens ????
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I am so sorry things are so awful for you now...I know many of us know what this feels like...please tell us what is going on as there are ppl here who truly listen...J
  3. Qube

    Qube Well-Known Member

    I feel lonely in this whole over populated world.

    Not a single person who wants to be with me.

    No one to whom I can tell my own.

    People enjoy sooo much with friends and go out and enjoy sooo much...

    But why not such to me ? :(

    Oh hell
  4. Arthur

    Arthur Account Closed

    Have you ever thought about taking cooking lessons, drawing or painting lessons?

    Go to a punk rock concert if you like punk or any other music.

    I'm not doing any of these things cause i'm agoraphobic but if you really want to meet people, there are plenty of things you can do.
  5. Qube

    Qube Well-Known Member

    But I just dont like seeing or meeting the people coz I just hate them all.

    They just want to let me down and just just....

    I hate them.... Totally hate them...

    My hopes are I find some good people on net...

    But I am just going out of my mind...

    I was not such before....

    I was intelligent. I was nice and kind. I used to be obedient.

    But now things changed and life turning out to be hell....
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    yes people can be cruel but there are good ones too and in order to find them you have to be among people good and bad. I am glad you are here you can see that this place is safe and people are kind here you can stay here and talk to us but you need to get out among real people so you can find some good friends for you hugs
  7. Qube

    Qube Well-Known Member

    I just dont know how this all happened.

    I was about to have so bright career. Things were going sooo well....

    But what the hell happened and things just are turned down now......

    Now I hate to go out from my home and talk or be with them..... But still I have to go which I REALLY hate.

    I dont want them. They dont want me.

    I dont love them and they dont love me.

    Then who loves me and whom I love ?

    Oh this is being crazy.

    I am going crazy. I swear I was not such before. I was no less then a perfect intellectual. But what happened ?

    I am so isolated. No love....

    Why ?

    Ohhhhhhhhh god.....
  8. Arthur

    Arthur Account Closed

    It's never too late to change things around and better your life.

    How old are you?

    What happened to your career?

    Why have you become a misanthrope?
  9. Qube

    Qube Well-Known Member


    I decided to give up...

    Its enough....

    This world is not for me. So why dont leave it ?

    That will be better......
  10. Arthur

    Arthur Account Closed

    Hey Qube,

    What got you so down, share your story, and i'll try to help.
    Or pm me, don't bottle things up buddy
  11. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    I agree with Arthur, please reach out and let us help. I know many on this site including me that have felt what youve felt, although Ive never felt really smart, lol.

    PM if you feel more comfortable than posting, I will listen.
  12. Qube

    Qube Well-Known Member

    Thanks to all...

    It was ultimate level of my depression and anxiety.

    So painful and so cumbersome.
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