Life

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by crossroad, Aug 14, 2007.

  1. crossroad

    crossroad New Member

    Hey,I Probably wont be posting much but wanted to tell someone how iv been feeling..

    My life.:nerves::nerves:. I dont know anymore. How to describe im feeling. i feel so surreal looking at where my life has gone. I cant explain to well. I feel like iv gotten into so many wrong situations that has ntohign to do with anyone else. Just me. Im suffering from sever ocd. Im trying to hang on.. I feel so alone. Not for my life. But for the people around me who wanna see me succeed.. I feel like the support around me isnt enough. They try but not in ways to help. I feel alone because know one understands how i feel.

    My mom just gave me help that shuold have been given to me along time ago. She took the time out of ehr day to find someone to help me.
    My mom just spends her time worryign and not giving proper help. I know she wants to give me all the help but shes not lookng for it in the right ways. When she told me this i feel sad how this should have been done along time ago.My problems wouldnt have gotten this bad if i would have gotten this help alot earlier.. I feel like this is a normal thing to do is to get your son help when he needs it. Not wait 3 years and let all this pile up and now get me help.. Sorry if i did not explain myself well but i find it really ahrd to be open and connect. Iv fallen so far off and i dont know what to do anymore
     
  2. crossroad

    crossroad New Member

    wrong area

    Im not suicidal i thought this was a post area for general disorders. I was just frustrated with OCD...I dont really want to die. Sorry if i posted in wrong area.
     
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  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF crossroad. I am glad to hear your mom has finally recognized that she needs to get you help. Sorry that it didn't happen before it got to this point. Sometimes it is hard for parents to accept the fact that they can't always fix things for their children. When this realization hits, they then seek the outside help needed. You worried about where this was posted. you are fine posting it here. I hope things turn out for you. Keep us updated on how you are doing. :hug: