I find it hard to express my feelings, so here goes. I've been really depressed for a long time now. It seems like everyday waking day I'm depressed. I don't eat much at all anymore. Constant nightmares, family issues (well, not much of a family..), feeling soo alone and left in darkness. I have very little hope left, but find I can't commit suicide. Scars leave memories I can't escape. I'm really struggling.