I've reported one of my abusers, I made a statement on monday and have to make a video statement next friday. they treating it as child rape cause I was under 12, i never said it was rape, i said we had sex, not he raped me they said that. i found out last thursday he also done things to my little sister so she now has to make a statement. I've spent most of the day at the police station today as i was feeling suicidal, and had pills to kill me...but after a talk, she managed to convienance me to give them to her. I lied and said I was feeling better, but I'm not...I can't do this, I can't go ahread with the investigation. I want to end my life, i've never felt this down, withdrawn before. I thought it might help reporting but its made things worse.