My mom committed suicide in 1982 when I was 15. I found her body. Then last night I discovered that one of my brothers committed suicide. With my mom it was a total surprise. Hindsight yes there were signs but it was too late. With my brother he was in a hospital in February for having suicidal thoughts. While there his wife asked him for a divorce. He really kept to himself these past few months with limited time with 2 of my other brothers. I live about 3 hours away myself. Now I need to get packed up to attend his funeral. He leaves behind a son 10 and daughter 8. This is sure to open up old wounds for my family. I look forward to reading your posts as I try to come to terms with this tragedy.