I don't know what to do. I just know I'm never going to sleep tonight unless I drink. Why does this only happen to me sporadically? Most of the time I'm just fine, but there are some nights where I just can't sleep and every cell of my body seems to scream for alcohol... I started drinking to sleep after I fell asleep at the wheel of my car and nearly died... I was so afraid to fall asleep after that that I couldn't unless I snuck liquor from my sister's liquor cabinet. There's been one or two days between now and then that I've just woken up in the morning and started drinking... but mostly it's just a few nights a month that I can't shake this. I don't even know what to call this, I don't think I'm addicted... but I also don't know how to stop... any advice/similar experiences?