lisa (1992-2007)

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by Moon_Penguin, Sep 9, 2010.

  1. Moon_Penguin

    Moon_Penguin Penguin astronaut extraordinaire

    my poor lisa. she waas my best friend. ever. no on could ever reeplace her. she made me smile no matter how bad things felt. she saved me life. why couldn't i save her. whys couldnt have i stopped her. its not fair, she was an amazing person unlike me, it should have been me. i miss her so much. finding her looking like that. i cant deal with it. i could still see the pain in her face, i still can. on the floor, covered in blood and vomit she threw up, pills everywhere. the smell of death still remains with me. i cant bare it. i need her back, why didnt she call me like she used to. why couldnt i have been there sooner.
  2. feathers

    feathers Well-Known Member

    ♥ That sounds very difficult. I'm sorry to hear that this happened.
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry you lost your dear friend...
    and terrible that you had to find her that way...*hug*
  4. bdawk

    bdawk Well-Known Member

    I so sorry for your friend you have lost....I wish there was something i could do for you.