Sometimes when I go to sleep I end up going to another world, my parallel universe. I think I am awake in this world. Then I have to wake up, back to reality... Dealing with every day problems and drama. Recent traumatic break-up, being used by men afterwards, money problems, health problems. I just want to take a pill that would make me fall asleep forever, and live in that other world for the rest of my life, my parallel universe. Eventually, without food or water, I would die, but I would die in peace rather than living in agony.