I wish you all the best in life. To live in the moment is the best skill you could ever aquire. Live each day like it is your last. Tell people you love them, tell people your mind <only if its nice mind u!> and speak from your heart. We have one life, we may aswell use it to the max. Know that you are loved by someone. Know that you are special in some way. Take each day as it comes. Live in the moment. Because most of them only happen once.