Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by me myself and i, Dec 9, 2010.

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  1. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Curled up alone in my silent room, nothing i know to lift this gloom
    A living bereavement is my fate, gives me the right to choose a date
    The memories of them wont go away, took my childhood so why should i stay
    Made me do wrong and shaped my life, took my kids and my lovely wife
    No family,no hugs,no telephone call, my sanity now in its final freefall
    The solitude and pain in which i wallow, shows me no path that i can follow
    Maybe, i can escape for a while, but the posion awaits in my brains little vial
    Showing itself it looks oh so sweet, but ha! like so many, i get such cold feet
    Looking at my children makes me strong, why should they suffer, that is wrong
    Always a heart that a lifetime will pay, if i choose to do it, my own way
    Do you need a hand or maybe two? I need your hand for i have so few
    Hold your own heart and hold mine too, together we will walk to pastures,new
    I am dying, maybe already dead, as i lie here alone in my unmade bed
    Tomorrow will come of that im sure, so please give me love, as i need more
  2. StevenSiew

    StevenSiew Well-Known Member

    Pete, the pain , the pain. It hurts so much. It is awful that you had to suffer alone all by yourself.
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Here is my hand and arms, 29, and I am so sorry you are suffering are a good person and I hope you will forgive yourself and move on...please count on me if you need support...I cannot lose another 29 (one of my best friends was born on our birthday and she died 9 years ago) so please reach are not alone and deserve to be cared for...big hugs, J aka 29 too
  4. takencontrol

    takencontrol Well-Known Member

    keep your chin up pete :hug:
  5. The Unforgiven

    The Unforgiven Well-Known Member

    hang in there pete.... we do love you, and we do care. as far as possible, whenever you want, you have a ready listening ear and an endless supply of hugs here!.. :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
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