Living a Lie

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by wallflower, Mar 19, 2009.

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  1. wallflower

    wallflower Well-Known Member

    When life gets impossible...when life gets horrible....what does one do? Simply continue enduring extreme circumstances which render them helpless? I'm denied truth, love, peace of mind, and God. I pray and no one answers me. I am suffering bouts with psychic attacks almost twice a month. I have no friends, no one wants to be my friend, no one ever DID. I cannot talk to my psychiatrist about alternative options. I don't need medication and feel better, but I am still feeling suicidal because I am realizing something, I can't keep enduring this! I mean...the zombienes of life is unbearable to endure. It has nothing to do with that trip called Psychiatry. No it has to do with true loss of love. I have become possessed because I have been destroyed!
    All anyone ever did was make me feel worse. I may not choose to return once I'm dead.

    I was thinking I'd do it tonight, but I'm too weak.

  2. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    aww hun :hug: i wish u were here so we could talk!!.
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