Hi! I´m getting very frustrate each day that passes. I suffer everyday because I lost the woman of my life, and the fault is all mine. She has another guy, and I have to see them together everyday, at work. I just don´t commit suicide because of my family and because of her. So, for them to be happy, I have to suffer everyday, because I can´t end my agony. It´s not fair. That´s why I keep wishing to die by a way that doesn´t seems suicide. I have to figger out something that really works, because I´m more scared of failing than do it. Thank you.