living for the moment!

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by neno1, Jun 7, 2009.

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  1. neno1

    neno1 Well-Known Member

    Hi guys, My name is shauneen, Im 29 yo - nearly, I shud be dead by now, Ive said it and it still hasnt hit home yet, I still get suicidial thoughts on a daily basis, why did I live, how the fuck was I saved, between the ages of 13-14, I took 30 overdoses of paracetamol, only about 10 I required medical treatment for, I used to take 50 tablets at a time, only god knows why I am actually still here. Ive cut my arms to ribbons which required plastic surgery and Im still here also,

    As I said, the thought of suicide is never far from my mind,
  2. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    HI, Welcome to SF and glad you are here. I found this place incredibly supportive and helpful. I am sorry that you are in such pain but please keep writing here so we may be able to offer support for you.
    Are you on medications? Have support of friends, family or therapist?
  3. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum.
    I'm sorry you've been through such a rough time :hug:

    I have the same thoughts. Always thinking of suicide.
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Hi and welcome to SF! I'm glad you're still alive, and I hope you find help and support here.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Neno!!

    I'm also Irish!!

    Welcome to the forum :hug: I hope you find the help and support you need here :)
  6. Xenos

    Xenos Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF :p
  7. Aurora Gory Alice

    Aurora Gory Alice Well-Known Member

    Hi Shauneen, welcome to SF!
    I'm not religious (at all really) but I am spiritual I guess.
    Sounds like something or someone is trying to keep you here and I know we don't know each other yet, but I for one I'm glad that you are still here and I hope you can find a lot of help from this site, as it has helped me, more than I can explain.
  8. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend


    welcome to s.f.

    i hope you find support here

    there are so many warm and caring people here.
    we all understand what you are going through .
    please lean on us until you get stronger.

    pm me if you want to talk
  9. NotSureAnymore

    NotSureAnymore Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF Shauneen. Well, you're still here and that does count for something. Honestly, I ask myself a few times a day why was I even conceived.. what the hell is my purpose in life. But I can't really answer those questions. All I know is that I'm here and some how I need to just deal with the cards I'm dealt with. -hugs-
  10. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum. I am glad you are still here to give us the opportunity to get to know you. :hug:
  11. Remedy

    Remedy Chat & Forum Buddy

    Welcome to SF Shauneen! :)
    Hope you find what you're looking for here. :hug:
  12. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    :welcome: Shauneen :D

    I hope that you get lots of support and make many friends here :hug:

  13. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    Welcome to SF! :hug:
  14. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF Shauneen.

    :hug: xx
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