.. In fear of being judged? I'm trying to adopt a 'I don't give a ***' attitude but its harder than I tought. Basically I've been bullied and laughed at all my life, mostly by girls and now when I talk to them I get sweaty, shaky and insecure. Thing is, I don't only fear social interaction, I worry wether people are laughing at me, peeking out of their car windows and pointing at me, I shake and twitch when I walk past a group of teens. I can't help it because most times I AM being laughed at.