My mother is 5'10", 135lbs, Bottle Blonde, Extremely popular (even in my own social circle!), and she always has to do things "the right way". She's vegan, with extreme self-control and a fit body. At my age, she was working for senators and going into college. I'm 14! I just want to have fun being me without living in her massive shadow. I have to look at how thin she is EVERY DAY. My friends always comment on how gorgeous she is. They've never even told me that I'm cute. She's good at EVERYTHING. I'm mediocre at some things, terrible at most. I'm a freshman. There's no way I'm jumping to college at this age. I don't want to have to work for senators to feel good enough. The worst part is that she loves me so much. I know it would break her heart to know how much I hate her. She's part of the reason I've been so depressed lately. But I can't tell her. Oh, no. I have to bottle up all my feelings and live with this hatred or I'll hurt her "wittle feewings". And yes, I'm bitter. I can't help it, it's difficult! Any advice?