I've come close to dying. This is the worst I've ever felt physically, mentally, or emotionally. The pain is constant and intense. I can barely breathe. I can barely keep my eyes open. I probably damaged my organs when I overdosed. I took twice what normally kills a person. But its a week later and I'm still alive, somehow. All I do is cry when I think about how I ruined everything I ever had in my life. I'm all alone because I want to be. I don't want anyone to see me this way. My question is this: can you become so depressed you actually die?