Living is for the very strong

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by total eclipse, Jul 7, 2010.

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  1. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i once was there
    had that strength
    oh but so drained again
    to deep the sadness
    to deep the pain
    i know now
    all is clear in my brain
    no strength left
    is there in me
    there is no more
    for living
  2. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    I'll tell you that I feel that way sometimes too. Just recently I've been feeling very low, myself... But I'm ok again. Just keep thinking would be my advice. Keep looking for that way out of your troubles. It's there. You just have to look for a bit.

    Wish I had anything more to say/share. :hug:
  3. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    And yes, I have to agree that living is for the very strong. So much tension and pressure all over the place! Aaargh. :sad:
  4. Daphna

    Daphna Well-Known Member

    There is strength in you, just do not allow anyone or anything to steal your hope. If you have no hope search for it. I did and I have it now. It continually gives me strength everyday every hour. Blessings..
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    thanks Daphna and Sapphire
  6. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    We all get tired in life. Some days just seem harder than others. So we find ourselves needing a rest. You should relax, find a way to heal your heart and mind.
  7. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Dont give up! :hug: you are strong its just the pain clouding the strength. It will pass but in the meantime lean on us :hug: :wub:
  8. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    thanks forgotten Men and painfulmemories for your kindness i am okay just like you say needing to rest
  9. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Glad to hear it. You rest up.:hug:
  10. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    :hug: :flowers:
  11. Marty482

    Marty482 Well-Known Member

    I liked your poem. Hope you are well, Love and prayers to you.
  12. slc

    slc New Member

    I understand you well. What a beautiful poem. The good days sometimes seem fewer in between for me, and I dread what comes around the corner. It is just so hard, and so very few understand. The best I've felt understood was during a hospital stay. : ( Hang in there and know that you are not alone. Glad that I found this forum today.
  13. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    hey welcome to forum sic thanks for your response and toMarty and IV2010
    today i am a little stronger today
  14. Marty482

    Marty482 Well-Known Member

    Im so happy Violet,

    PLEASE to write or PM me anytime. I will always be here if you need to talk.Sending love and hope!!!!
  15. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Violet I know I do not know you but I have seen you floating around the forum (so to speak), I just wanted to say that poem was lovely, and that it is okay to feel weak you have been strong for so many people let them return that for you.

    Take Care of you please

  16. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    today is not a good day
    no not good at all
    i give up trying
    my girl od again
    pharmacy called
    said she had trouble breathing
    husband went and to her in
    probably pump her stomach again
    when will this end
    she has no compassion
    because she knows
    it is killing us
    yet she od knowing full well
    she is putting us all through a living hell
    her illness yes but she doesn't even try
    i know is she goes
    it will be i who dies.
  17. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Oh Violet..I'm so sorry you have to endure this ongoing pain with your daughter.
    I have some inkling what it must be like for you and It's not fair you have to endure what you do...
    I hope your daughter will be ok ..
    please take care of yourself if you need to talk...:hugtackles:
  18. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    thanks IV2010 i know you understand oh i am okay just tired she is formed now so sheis safe for now i am tired need to sleep i hope you have sweet dreams okay take care.
  19. summerschild

    summerschild Well-Known Member

    I know I haven't been around much lately but I am here if you need me. Please PM me when you feel down. You have been such a good friend to me and I want to help you if I can... :flowers:
  20. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    It's not about strength. Some people's lives are just harder to live, like your's. At least that's what I think.
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