So when you tell me to appreciate being a socially inept loner or tell me that I can lead a happy life as a person whose social life sucks or tell me that I can find success in other ways but remain socially inept, expect it to fall on deaf ears. Having a weak social life and having people ignore me all the time is a DEATH SENTENCE! So what if I blame my condition for this--it is the one common denominator! I'd rather have a wonderful social life but live with an eating disorder that only allows me to eat 12 TIMES a year! That would be 100% improvement over a life with Asperger's Syndrome! And fuck whoever opposes a cure for autism. You fuckers are as evil as pro-anas. Ronnie James Dio, before he died, once said: "the world would be a better place if we made autism go away." If reincarnation exists and forces me to come back as somebody with ANY type of form of autism and a bad social life, I'll kill myself and keep killing myself until I am something else. I'd take eating 12 times a year and having constant digestive problems (but never experiencing loneliness) over this! And fuck life! And fuck whoever calls life a gift! Life is a curse! There is nothing positive about it! If you disagree go fuck yourself! Life sucks! Death is a gift! Death is salvation! Anything that removes a person from life is saving grace! Anyone that dies today is a lucky person! Because there is nothing to enjoy about life! Period! I am trying to make changes--I am seeing my case manager pretty soon and having her accompany me at school--but don't expect my view on life to change. I'll always hate my life and life itself. It ain't for me. Never has been and never will be. Life can only be a gift if your social life doesn't suck! Otherwise, life ain't for you!