I usually post in the suicide forum, so not sure this goes here, but I sit here and I am so completely empty on the inside. Life it just does not have any meaning to me. Life is precious I know that, but when you are sad all the time with suicidal thoughts, worrying all the time how can you view life as precious. I just do not see the purpose or meaning anymore for the last 3 years at least. I just do not know. I was just sitting here and like how a moment of clarity hits you, I just thought that if I died right now how I would care less.