Man, fuck this. I'm tired of being jealous every time I see a couple or just two people flirting. It's just so childish. I'm surrounded by friends, but the lack of a female companion just keeps eating at me. It's a physical presence for me, I can feel it in my chest. Patience is a virtue that I don't seem to have, and I just have this hopeless feeling that I'm too broken to attract a woman, let alone get to know one to the point that I would like. Just wanted to get it out.