Even though my last relationship didn't end until the last of 2001, I've been alone since 1997. Yeah, it's possible to be completely alone in the presence of others. That was me. In '01 the ex and I split. And in '02 I tried to change that situation. Yeah right. I searched in real life and online for 14yrs. NOTHING. I'm not a gamer, no interest at all. I'm not into role playing games. You want to play poker? Sure. You want to play Hearts? Sure. You want to play Risk? Sure. Chess or Backgammon? That would be a yes. I'm not looking for sex damn it. I'm looking for friends. Male/female/straight (WITH an open mind)/gay/trans. Doesn't matter. What's in the inside matters more than good looks. I have a good, sometimes quite risque (and raunchy) sense of humor. And I'm able to laugh at myself. But all they're into now is anon meth fueled hookups, which makes them bug chasers (not going to explain here, to know more, Google). So how does one deal with the complete loneliness? Man is a social creature. Without social interaction, we wither and die. And this year will be the 1st Thanksgiving and Christmas that I've spent alone since 1986. Christmas really doesn't matter much. That all changed in 1977, since then, just another day. But spending Thanksgiving alone... I guess dinner that day will be a turkey tv dinner, alone in front of the tv and online.