The problem is, even when I am with people I feel alone. I just don't click with anyone/ any group anymore. For the last four or so years I have felt alone whether I am with others, or actually by myself. It is difficult to explain, but it's extremely draining and numbing... not feeling recharged, invigorated, or much emotion at all. And it doesn't matter whether I get out there and try be involved, or stay at home alone with my own thoughts. Anyone relate?