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Cause a) I have no friends
b) I dont belong in any niche, i am as mundane as a human being u will ever meet
c) I am an outcast
d) I am dumb, pathethic, oveweight not what society wants. It seems like everyone is perfect and while the world is having fun I am the only one suffering.
e) i really dont know my mind is clouded and fucked up. Thats what u get when u have been isolated for so long.
Are these the answers ur looking for, i really do not know wat to say anymore.
b) I dont belong in any niche, i am as mundane as a human being u will ever meet
c) I am an outcast
d) I am dumb, pathethic, oveweight not what society wants. It seems like everyone is perfect and while the world is having fun I am the only one suffering.
e) i really dont know my mind is clouded and fucked up. Thats what u get when u have been isolated for so long.
Are these the answers ur looking for, i really do not know wat to say anymore.
most of the examples you have given also apply to me though.
im not saying i am in more pain than you and i have no idea how badly you are suffering but you cant just say everybody is better off than you.
there are people on here with drug/drink problems, people who have been molested and raped and at the minute from your posts it seems like the main issue is the fact that you have no friends (same here) although you do sociable things (go to sports events etc, something that i dont do).
i dont really want to get into an arguement over who suffers more on here but if you want to chat add me on msn (although i dont really like socialising on there, ill make an exception here).
(you cant claim to be ignored in the internet world now!)
im not saying i am in more pain than you and i have no idea how badly you are suffering but you cant just say everybody is better off than you.
there are people on here with drug/drink problems, people who have been molested and raped and at the minute from your posts it seems like the main issue is the fact that you have no friends (same here) although you do sociable things (go to sports events etc, something that i dont do).
i dont really want to get into an arguement over who suffers more on here but if you want to chat add me on msn (although i dont really like socialising on there, ill make an exception here).
(you cant claim to be ignored in the internet world now!)
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Perry about the drinking drug problem that is mainstream in most western cultures. Every one seems to do that shit. Thats what I mean about todays socialism. People go out in orgies, parties to get drunk, sex drugs.
I dont do any of that. Im extremely weird, I get angry and frustrated at those who do it but also I am curious and because I cannot get or do the things that they are doing it is a reason why I even feel more lonelier and empty.
U know what I mean???
People get shit faced they get raped I know its a terrible experience but its still an experience. I lack any experience and that is why I feel so god damn empty all the time.
Im sorry if I am offending ppl here. Not my intention its just that all I am thinking about right now is how shit my life really is.
If only i get better then maybe ill start helping ppl out, but I cant even help myself.
I dont do any of that. Im extremely weird, I get angry and frustrated at those who do it but also I am curious and because I cannot get or do the things that they are doing it is a reason why I even feel more lonelier and empty.
U know what I mean???
People get shit faced they get raped I know its a terrible experience but its still an experience. I lack any experience and that is why I feel so god damn empty all the time.
Im sorry if I am offending ppl here. Not my intention its just that all I am thinking about right now is how shit my life really is.
If only i get better then maybe ill start helping ppl out, but I cant even help myself.
Lol 5 year olds that I know aint shy but I get the picture. Well it doesn't have to be that way. I'm in school too and nobody's perfect, a lot of people in my school at least are unhappy with their lot, and everyone feels that way sometimes. It's not that you don't suffer, but if you keep feeling sorry only for yourself you won't get anywhere.
jeez what do you think we are, socialites? 
http://www.suicideforum.com/member.php?u=13944 registering takes a few minutes, then you can talk to this guy by clicking 'send private message'. He will probably be glad to help you but don't get angry if he can't. It takes a while to break in here. I waited a few weeks before people really payed attention to me, but once they know your name you can get to know a lot of people here. Good luck, keep in touch.
http://www.suicideforum.com/member.php?u=13944 registering takes a few minutes, then you can talk to this guy by clicking 'send private message'. He will probably be glad to help you but don't get angry if he can't. It takes a while to break in here. I waited a few weeks before people really payed attention to me, but once they know your name you can get to know a lot of people here. Good luck, keep in touch.- Status