A checklist: - I failed out of three colleges. - I'm not good at anything, least of all the things I want to be good at. - I've only had one date and relationship in my life, and it was four years ago. - I have no friends. - I have no job. - I'm sitting at home trying to make friends and get a job, but failing at both. I just don't want to live any more. I've been struggling with severe depression for 15 years, and it's only gotten worse over time. I'm a failure of a human being, and if I can't even love myself, why should I keep going?