I really need someone... I feel so unimportant to everyone. Everything is so superficial and fake, what is the point of life? There just isn't. I just want to sleep forever, that's literally all I want. Off to see my family tomorrow, they know about my depression but not how suicidal I am, and I don't know how to tell them, or if I should, because they'd just worry. I don't want to upset them. I hate this shit. I just want to be normal, I just want to be fucking normal. Why can't I be normal?!!!!!