lonely hell

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by ThornThatNeverHeals, Aug 19, 2012.

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  1. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    Feeling so sad
    going deep inside
    whats wrong with me
    whats hurting my mind?

    why cant i be happy
    like everyone else
    why cant i smile
    why do i need help?

    Why am i so lonely?
    why dont you love me?
    you are my mother
    Why cant you see?

    You close yourself off
    and shut me out
    then you wonder
    why i pout...

    I feel so lonely
    i feel so sad
    you dont love me
    and neither does dad.

    I just want a parent
    a family, a friend
    someone to care
    when i want to give in.

    A thorn i am solitary,
    but often among many
    yet im always alone,
    and now my head is spinning...

    i look inside myself
    i see how empty i am
    there is nothing to live for
    and noone to hold my hand.

    back to cutting
    and hurting myself
    back to sadness
    and my own personal hell.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Oh Thorny, sorry you are feeling so down...plez PM and let me know what is going on...thinking about you fondly
  3. StevenSiew

    StevenSiew Well-Known Member

    Please do not call yourself a thorn.

    You are not a thorn and I do not want you to be hurt.

    Ride your horse. I am sure you would love it.
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