Feeling so sad going deep inside whats wrong with me whats hurting my mind? why cant i be happy like everyone else why cant i smile why do i need help? Why am i so lonely? why dont you love me? you are my mother Why cant you see? You close yourself off and shut me out then you wonder why i pout... I feel so lonely i feel so sad you dont love me and neither does dad. I just want a parent a family, a friend someone to care when i want to give in. A thorn i am solitary, but often among many yet im always alone, and now my head is spinning... i look inside myself i see how empty i am there is nothing to live for and noone to hold my hand. back to cutting and hurting myself back to sadness and my own personal hell.