I'm hurting and I can't stop these thoughts. Each day gets harder to get through, I try to smile and laugh when need be. But when I'm alone I fall apart I cry until I panic and can't breathe. To the point where I'm pulling at my hair, to the point where I'm so numb it doesn't hurt when I drag the silver across my skin. It's this feeling of having no one. I just need help I need someone to talk too. I can't fight this battle alone anymore!!! I've tries but this time I can't pull myself together!