I know I hurt my boyfriend by hurting myself... and I'm so scared of losing him... I feel like a lonely monster, Wrecking your life on elephant feet, And bringing you down when you're up, Would you be better off alone? I wonder. I comfort myself with the knowledge, That I warned you against me, Before it was too late... And now it's me who's scared you'll go, Just like I told you to do, For maybe I am a grenade, Like that film that left me in tears, And maybe I don't want to blow you up, What if I don't get better, What if you need more than me? You could snap your fingers, And get a sane woman on your arm, And the lonely monster in my head, Whispers to me at night, That maybe that's what you should... But please, please, If you do go, Know this, I love you, I love us.