All my life I've been kind of a loner which is okay. Generally I enjoy doing things by myself as most people annoy the crap out if me. But all my life I believed I would find that one somebody, my soul mate I guess, who would understand me and we would live happily ever after. I'm 37 now and still alone..Its hard for me to believe there's anyone out there. I've been in a few relationships but no guy has ever stayed or thought I was important enough to say for. I just feel this emptiness inside that no one relates to. If I have to spend this life alone I just don't want to anymore. I feel like a loser like I've never been good enough for anyone. This feeling has lately been taking over my mind and I can't stop crying. I just want to find someone who understands and loves me for me.