I feel so alone. Theres so much to it too. I'm a relatively good-looking, fit guy; I work hard, go to school, am very passionate about my future career in humanitarian work; I'm social, outgoing, friendly, and everyone I know likes me. In other words, on paper, I should be able to find romantic or at least intimate companionship. Yet, obviously, no such luck. I've had girlfriends and dates before, one relationship lasting 2 years even. I've had enough experience and apparently some 'game' in me somewhere yet...I just don't know how to explain it. I feel like there must be something wrong with me, something intangible or subconscious that drives people away from me. I'm always everyone's best friend but never anything more (classic scenario I heard). Most of the time I deal with this terrible hand quite well but...I can only repress it or try and move on hard before it becomes unbearable... I'm losing hope, plain and simple.I'm at a point of giving up, and it feels just as painful as trying hard and failing so...I suppose I lose either way. I heard a saying about not grieving over the inevitable...its sad that I'm forced to think like that.