i am feeling so lonely, so alone, it hurts so much.
how do people get to have friends, girlfriends and boyfriends? how do people get to know new people, make friendship, build a family?
i dont know.
i've always been alone. a loner... secretly scared of and at the same time whishing for intimacy. now being alone hurts so much it makes me cry... and i never cry.
im feeling so hopeless. it will always hurt this much. so why bother, why hanging on?
how do people get to have friends, girlfriends and boyfriends? how do people get to know new people, make friendship, build a family?
i dont know.
i've always been alone. a loner... secretly scared of and at the same time whishing for intimacy. now being alone hurts so much it makes me cry... and i never cry.
im feeling so hopeless. it will always hurt this much. so why bother, why hanging on?