Oof. From here it looks like things are gonna pretty much suck for a long time, in spite of my best efforts to rescue them. It's been a sucky world for a while now, actually, but I've been fighting it with a passion. Now it seems like a losing battle and I'm starting to give up. Just go with the flow, what the fuck's the point? It's like hitting your head against a wall - I'm damned sure you'll fall down before the wall does.
I promised myself I'd never give up, you know. I seem to have broken quite a lot of the promises I made to myself. It's not surprising, really, I've had a theory that "never" and its partner "forever" can't actually be attained for some time. I also think promises are a bad idea. In general, they're difficult to keep. One finds oneself breaking them in the end, even if one had the best intentions.
I'm tired of the whole shambles. Bah.
Can you beat a system that works against you?
Keep on smilin'
Caz xxx
I promised myself I'd never give up, you know. I seem to have broken quite a lot of the promises I made to myself. It's not surprising, really, I've had a theory that "never" and its partner "forever" can't actually be attained for some time. I also think promises are a bad idea. In general, they're difficult to keep. One finds oneself breaking them in the end, even if one had the best intentions.
I'm tired of the whole shambles. Bah.
Can you beat a system that works against you?
Keep on smilin'
Caz xxx