Long rant might not make sense,lots of swearing too.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by anarulesmenow, Aug 15, 2008.

  1. anarulesmenow

    anarulesmenow Well-Known Member

    Rayych, I love you.I fucking loved you so much and you fucking pushed it all away.You wrecked my life.Just when I was coming back on top from it all, you cut me down, you selfish bitch!
    But i still fucking love you and I would still take that bullet for you.What the hell is wrong with me.I cant imagine life without you, I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!And now you hate me and its not my fault and i tried and tried and tried and you fucking hate me.I just lost my fucking best friend and the love of my life,shit.
    And this fucking voice in my head wont go away-"Youre so FAT you dont deserve to live!" and mum I wish youd shut up picking at me and I wish I was happy but Im not.And maybe the voices are right because even my other best friend, wont answer and she knows it all,she fucking knows
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Just wanted to say that I hope you feel better...big hugs, J