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ive been trying to figure myself out but i dont really come to any conclusion. i can relate to absolutely everything and anyone. its like i was everyone and everything but then again im no one and nothing. i have no idea who i am. i put on personalities like clothes and copy what i see.
but at the end of the day, i still dont know who or how i am. is depression just another personality i wear or am i that person?
i feel like im in a movie and play diffrent charackters. im on a stage 24/7
but stripped down theres absolutely nothing left. im acting for myself
ive always been this way so i really dont know how i am.kind of contradicting actually lol maybe i just am a cameleon. is it possible not to develope a personality?
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even if you were nothing but a zombie ( sorry 1izombie, except you lol) you are still somebody. and to be a somebody or even a nobody it means you exist and thus you have a personality. we dont have to like it or even understand our personalities, but we all have one. keep posting and maybe with some help you'll be able to see yours a little more clearly :arms:
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I still don't know who i am but with therapy i am trying to find that out Just be whatever you feel like being on any given day okay no rules just be who you feel like being on that day hugs


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thanks you two :smile:
when i look through my earlier posts its really strange to think that i wrote them. im always suprised when i think of how i acted and the way i thought like a week ago. i will probably look at this post in a while and think, man who is this person lol
i sometimes wonder how can i have any friends being 10 people at once. i also have completely conflictive opinions and values. nothing is ever the same throughout a week or even a day. and im thinking maybe none of these charackter traits, opinions and values are mine and just something i "wear"
thanks for the replies :smile:
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