It's been a while since Ive been here. I had actually been well, and things moving forward in a positive light. I had made some new and good friends. This last month literally everything has gone to crap. Im highly discouraged. Maybe I shouldnt be cause Ive experienced that good in life is possible. Then why would I be so discouraged about hope? Im finding Im becoming rather discouraged like I said, and dont want to go this road again. I literally have nowhere I can turn anymore. There is no more support avaliable! Believe me Ive tried. I have no more options anymore...literally. I was actually told by both the hospital and therapist (she dropped me in June) that "there is nothing more they can do to help" me. It looks like Im a hopeless cause. Im ready to just give up and give in.