Lonliness Kills

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mr. Blue, Mar 11, 2012.

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  1. Mr. Blue

    Mr. Blue New Member

    It is so hard being lonely.
    How do you accept that you will always be lonely and never have
    someone to throw your arms around and go to sleep knowing
    someone loves you. I am not a kid and have been in an emotional
    nightmare my entire life. I have gone through therapy, taken medications
    and finally feel the end is near. My upcoming journey to Colorado and
    Utah is a time to find a quiet place of solitude to return my body back
    from where it came. My dreams torment me, daytime is a reality
    smack down. I wonder if others out there feel this way about being
    lonely. I used to think I had sanity. I swear that I am starting to lose it because
    I am making a plan. I am not spending $2000 to go on a
    solo trip to have fun but to look for a place to someday shoot myself.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You're right, loneliness is painful. I don't know if you have people IRL to talk to. But there are lots of people here who have felt similar to how you feel, and who are willing to listen and even be your friends if that's what you want. Hope you'll give us a chance.
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