I've had a relatively privileged life. I've traveled all over the world, my family loves me, I don't have many problems etc etc. I do have some trouble with anxiety however. I have just been feeling so horrible, I don't deserve the life I have. With all the horrible things that happen in the world why should I go on. So many people are worse off then me and they deserve to have everything I have. I desperately want to help people in need, assist in some way but how do you even decide who to help. I wish I could change lives but how could I ever decide who gets to have a better life and who doesn't? There are so many people, so many broken things that need to be fixed. The alternative is to do nothing at all. Even if I help there is still murder, rape, injustices all around. Why should I continue to live in such a horrible world in my little bubble? I am so far from real pain and suffering that I just feel so ashamed of living at all. I could have done so much with the time I have lived and I have done nothing and I'll never be able to do enough.There is so much wrong I just want it all to go away.