Hi - I am new to the site and am in need of support. I am a 45 year old female in the process of a difficult divorce from an abuse relationship. I suffer from anorexia nervosa and was just released from the hospital again on Monday. What no one knows is that I tried to commit suicide Wednesday night which is what brought me to the ER on Thursday. They kept me for low heart beat and because my doctors had wanted me to have IV nutrition anyway. I ahve been to treatment centers but no longer have an insurance co that will allow for it again. I am depressed, sad, lonely, discouraged and trying hard to find a reason to keep going. I have a wonderful supportive treatment team - doctor and psychologist, a great boss and great kids but I cant handle all the pressures and want to escape.