Hi, I joined this site in September but have only just plucked up the courage to post anything. Obviously im here because things in my life are not good at the moment and i guess i dont know what to do or who to speak to, i dont really have anyone to speak to! Im 26 and am from England, i have a good job but i recently broke up with my girlfriend, she finished it and now have absolutely no contact with her. She was my first girlfriend since i split up with my wife, she had an affair, which hurt!! I dont really talk to people because i always assume that everyone else has problems and doesnt want to hear mine but i really am at the end of the line. I have got a plan of what to do, where, how and have written the letters. Something must be keeping me here though because i am writing this. My mum killed herself 5 years ago and my family have never got over that, they wont talk about it, ever. I know everyone gets a broken heart at some stage in their lives but even after 4 months of being apart i still wake up each morning and cry, i miss my ex so much it physically hurts. I hope someone can just tell me things are going to be ok because im so alone and im scared.