I apologize.. unfortunately, with the world today you are too true. I simply wanted someone to talk to. Sometimes I suppose we become desperate enough to make a leap. I can't describe how desperate I have become. I've been dealing with suicide for about 8 years. It's been something i've learned to live with ironically enough. Some days are worse than others. Alcohol and vicodin go a long way. About me, I'm 26 years old. I'm intelligent, attractive and friendly. I've learned a lot about depression over time, but have a difficulty talking to anyone about it. I had a friend who I could discuss things with, who also was suicidal, we literally kept each other alive. Recently however we've split apart for various reasons, and I find myself more lonely than ever and in despair. I found this website, it's my last hope. Every year that passes seems to get worse. I sit here, 8 years later, my friends have forgotten me, I've lost my job, and I have nothing left to live for.