Today I am feeling extremely lost and sad. I have noone in my life to listen to how I am feeling. The only person that I trusted to tell, threatened to call child protection services, my job and my mother. So I pretended that the feelings went away and that I am ok. It only made it worse to learn that the one person I trusted did that and now I have that to add to my list of things that depress me. I have a lot to say and noone to listen or care about how I feel.