the world is changing everyday maybe it will become better thats my hope now
theres nothing worse than the feeling of lonliness so i can understand you not wanting to go on
24 years of fighting ok lets say you live to 100 thats one quater of your life fighting so far right dont you want to see if the next 3/4 of your life will be any better
you dont need family to make life worth living you need to find what would make you happy ?
so ok apart from death what would make you happier right now?
no, i don't want to see what the next few years hold- i've made up my mind
it's enough!. there's only so much you can take of feeling like crap and to be honest, i past the limit now
hmm.. what would make me happy right now?. death obviously, that's estabblished.. but i don't know, being able to talk with you all and try and help each other- but i have obligations- i can't be here as much as i'd want to!
i know i don't need family to survive, quit any bisness with them ages ago
and..
just for the record, i'm so glad i found this site. people i can talk to going through the same thing really does help